I can't believe that it's already been 3 weeks since I started these recovery updates, but time does fly!!
The past week hasn't been the best. I have been hiding so much from everyone. And it's time I talked about it. On here only of course. I'm scared of what my family will say but you know, they'll find out sooner or later.
I've been stepping on the scales before every meal, I've been living on liquids when i'm on my own in my room. The most food I've eaten on my own is a packet of biscuits and that's really it.
Today was Mother's Day in the U.K so I was with family for most of today. I had a big meal which I would never normally have if I wasn't with family, I would fake a good appetite so they wouldn't suss anything, I did eat most of it so I'm dreading stepping on the scales tomorrow.
My doctor phoned me last week and I did let him know about the dramatic weight loss and he wants me to bring my Nan or Granddad with me to see him, I don't feel okay with that but I'm gonna try and change my mind or try and go on my own.
I just want to be healthy and at the moment, I don't feel healthy so I'm going to do something about it.
Miss Catherine x
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