My psychiatrist told me to stop Quetiapine just like that and now that I followed his instructions (as he's the head of my care) I have had a lot of side effects, including weight gain. I can see the weight gain, it's horrible. I'm not showing anyone any hate towards my weight and body image because they just don't understand from mine and Ana's perspective. My boyfriend says the new meds have made me more focus on things, but the truth is, it really hasn't.
The new meds hasn't made me sleepy. It's now nearly 10 past 10 in the evening and I'm yet to take my meds, I normally take it at half past 10. I'm phoning my doctors tomorrow to speak to him on the phone. I'm scared of what he'll say or do when I tell him what has actually gone on, because I really can't cope with the PTSD flashbacks, nightmares, hallucinations, restless syndrome apparently I get at night.
I'm just exhausted.
I missed my appointment today because they do work the next day when I actually need to function.
I'm now getting so restless, annoyed easily and emotional. I just want it to stop!!
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