I had my psychiatrist appointment and he's running out of medications to give me as I've had most of the ones I'm allowed. I'll be speaking to my doctor tomorrow about it because I don't think they are working.
Self harm urges are high tonight, because one of the people on Instagram posted a picture of her arm covered in blood, thankfully she's getting help for it at hospital. My self-harm scars are really triggering me and I just want to feel something that's not numbness. I'm with my boyfriend tonight so I'm safe.
I have my doctor phoning me tomorrow so I will also update people on what he says too.
I haven't been to work for about a week and a bit, I wanted to start my online Childcare course so I'm going back there in the next few weeks.
Hope everyone is okay.
Much love, Catherine
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