I don't know how much more I can take..

The past two days, I've been a crying mess. I'm back on medication and I don't know how I can be upset all the time.
I run my own business and have a team member in America, so I stay up until 6am to be available for her, she sent me such a upsetting message tonight and I literally broke down whilst questioning my life and wondering why I bother with the business or even my recovery. Now, I know what you're thinking, this blog is called "Recovery Is Possible" and I still believe it is, but there is some moments that pop up which we can't control and that's okay.
It's how we react to it, that counts.

I'm really looking forward to being with my Mum again at the beginning of next week as my youngest niece goes in to school in the afternoons then starts full days the week after.
My nieces and nephews are the ones keeping Mr going, they are my WHY, they are my diamonds, they are my absolute world!! I really hope my "blips" can be controlled. 2nd day into my medication, it doesn't look good.. But I'm hopeful despite the mess I currently look like.

Catherine x