TW; Eating disorder, fainting and dehydration
I've had Ana in my head all day today telling me what great progress I'm making and how happy she is with me, and I don't see why!!
I have been suffering with Anorexia for nearly a year now and it's getting to the point where I'm now fainting and feeling very lightheaded, I've had my windows and curtains close all day yesterday and today because I fainted at the window when I looked out. I really wish I can just be "normal" (whatever that means) and live my life! I can't even concentrate on my business and that itself is concerning.
People tell me to "just eat" "just drink" and I know it might be easy to you but if I was standing next to you saying that you're Mum is going to die if you touch that fork and feed yourself, you wouldn't do it either.
Why does recovery have to be so hard :'(
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